So, you've reached the advanced level of existential crisis. Congratulations! You've managed to simultaneously question the meaning of life, the nature of reality, and the purpose of your own existence. That's impressive.
It's okay to accept that life is meaningless. In fact, it's liberating. Think of it like a good existential crisis-themed spa day: you get to shed the skin of societal expectations and just be.
Life is short, and so are your options. Laugh at it. Find the humor in the meaningless. You know, like that one time you spilled coffee on your shirt and it was just, like, totally pointless.