At this point, you've probably realized that realization is just a never-ending cycle of disappointment.
The more you realize, the more you're stuck in a never-ending loop of "Oh, I get it now!" followed by "Wait, no, I don't."
But don't worry, it's not all bad! You'll never truly understand, and that's what makes it so liberating!
Take the next step: Accept the Futility of Non-Realization
Or, if you're feeling adventurous, take a detour into the land of absurdity
And if you're feeling really adventurous, take a leap of faith into the void of nothingness
But be warned: the void is not for the faint of heart.