Welcome to the Many Worlds in One decision paralysis edition. You are experiencing a rare condition in which you are simultaneously considering all possible outcomes of the same decision. This is not an ideal situation. In fact, it's a nightmare.
As you ponder the infinite possibilities, remember that every choice leads to a new reality. You might end up in a world where you're a successful artist, or one where you're a professional snail trainer. The possibilities are endless, but so are the headaches.