You have stumbled upon the most fundamental paradox in the universe: the difference between "Normal" and "Neo" is, itself, a paradox. A paradox within a paradox.
It's like trying to grasp the concept of "nothingness" while standing on the edge of the void. You can't quite get a grip on it, can you?
Dive deeper into the abyss of the subparadox
Or, if you're feeling particularly bold, try to escape the paradox altogether