Undermining is when you dig a hole, but instead of finding what you're looking for, you just end up in another hole. It's like I'm stuck in an endless loop of tunnel vision.
I'm part of an underground community of fellow underminers, who share their undermining stories and tips for avoiding getting trapped in the tunnels.
I'm not sure how much more of this underming I can take. The endless tunnels, the lack of light, the constant feeling of being lost...
I'm still holding on to my sanity, but it's getting harder and harder. The undermining has got to be a metaphor for something deeper...