You're starting to see the world as it really is. A never-ending cycle of confusion, despair, and mild curiosity. It's like someone finally handed you a map with the wrong directions, but you're too invested to ask for help.
Here's where the real fun starts. The acceptance phase is all about embracing the chaos. You're no longer questioning the decisions that got you here, but rather, you're wondering how you didn't see it sooner.