Let's get one thing straight: everything you do is because you were made to do it. Your choices are just a series of predetermined events, like a script written by a sadistic deity.
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You wake up, you brush your teeth, you eat your breakfast, you go to work... all because you had to. It's not because you wanted to.
You're not even a free agent, you're just a pawn in a much larger game.
Or are you?