Is it because you're a highly functioning member of society? Or is it because you're secretly a highly functioning neurotic with a penchant for analysis paralysis?
Either way, welcome to the pitfall of overthinking, where the grass is always greener, but the analysis never ends.
You know the saying, 'If at first you don't succeed, try, try again.' But not you. You'll just think about it some more.
Why is that? Is it the fear of failure or the thrill of potentially being right?