You're not just afraid of failing, you're also afraid of success. You're terrified of becoming so good that you'll never have an excuse for being lazy again.
Your fear of fear is what keeps youประก
stuck in your comfort zone, where the only thing you have the courage to do is complain about how much you're stuck.
So go ahead, take a step back and face your fear... or don't. We won't judge you, we're too busy judging ourselves.